Gyan By Chaitanya

Date: 21st Nove 2010
Time: 7 mins to 22 Nov 2010

I have been wondering what i want to be in future, my dream, what made me do Engineering, Why am i doing MBA....the answer is : this was the easiest option, i never tried any hard for getting into Engineering or MBA, i don't know if i should consider myself lucky or smart, i don't remember an hour when i passionately spent the time in reading some part of my academic stuff. I now wonder how wonderful it would have been if i am given back those beautiful years of my life which i have spent not knowing what to do, or rather the time was just running and i had to run with it too, i did not have time to think, i did not know what else could i be if not an Engineer...anyway i don't feel bad about being an Engineer but a small dissatisfaction of not being a fine one.......thinking more into future what else could i be? i am not able to answer myself....i can be a marketing manager....i can be a sales manager...but is that all? some manger and some company?this is not what i just needed...yes it is some part of what i needed , a stable income...but where is the life? i want to earn to live not live to earn! it sounds like some teenager's fantasy and vague dreams about the world..should be using this words??? I know the world ,so does that make sense? i don't know...i want a life when people around me feel proud of knowing me...i want a life when i feel "This is it" , when can i get that kind of satisfaction? what do i need? god! is it Money? is it Status? No...not one of these....i just want to be a normal person...i want to be a tale for atleast 1 child...who would like to be like me....i want to be that story people try to understand...i want to be that life people should realize they too wanted to theirs to be like mine.......I have one small favor to ask....when i have lived all my life and it is just about to finish...god give me that satisfaction ...it couldn't be more than this...and don't let me think if i had been something else...................Something else would been me!